Your Guardian Angel

The life of a Hero

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 00:40:11 GMT

Guardian Angel or Chaotic Beast

The Heart of the World,
a palce where even Angels
fear to tread.

It is said the mind collapses,
in the Heart of the World.
But, in this Heart,
the circle of life can be completed.

The Beast can enter this heart.
This form of Chaos finds salvation,
finds peace within the Heart.
He is The Beast That Shouted I
At the Heart of the World...

go me!!!

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 12:37:30 GMT

I love these quizzes...told ya i was a guardian angel

you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.

what kind of angel are you?
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Wed, 02 Feb 2005 03:31:45 GMT

Wow...everyone is doing these Quizzes lately...I think I'll do a few.

Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~

Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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...Is it jsut me, or are all these pictures of girls? DA!!!! Still, pretty cool outcomes...

CHALK FOUR: Death Company

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 04:05:20 GMT

Well, haven't posted here in awhile. I'l ltry and keep everyone informed of my life more often. LOL But yes, what have I been doing: Exams! Easy and Not-so-easy. My hardest exam was math, but i got to bring my formula sheet into that. Then english was the next day. Pretty easy, I was able to write it all, but its not so good when you forget the name of the main hcarctrer in one of the books! But yes, then I had my music theory exam on friday. Finished it and tehn went to have some veitnamise food across the street. Good soup. Figured out i can still eat with chop sticks! Weekend was spent working. Saturday the store was pakced as we were running an auction. Lots of fun, but I was dead tired by the end of the night. Then sunday was jsut an avergae day, kinda slow. And then today. Boring as hell! Nothing to do but chat on MSN and listen to music. On the up side though, I got to drive my dad's SUV finally, and i now have my buddies dog Isabell. Such a kool dog. And um yeah, thats pretty much it. ALso, I talked with everyone from CHALK FOUR the other day! So jks. We are still the first Death Comapny guys!! HOO-YEAH!!!!
LOVE! COURAGE! HONOR!!!!

Life these past few days...

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 03:51:06 GMT

Hmm, ever sicne school staretd life has been up and down. And also, i have a new manager at work: his name is Ash. Hes kool and everything, but he feels part-timers should not be worknig as often. As such, my pay-check has gone from $300-$400 to maybe $75-$150. Whut the hell! Its great having the time off, but i have nothing to do. I literally sit at home on MSN doing ntohing.
*cough cough* so yes. Today ihad fun. Went to playdium and introduced my buds to Initial D. They liked it. We spent maybe $30 on this game and spent our entire time playnig this game. I own all of tehm at it, but yes, it was fun. HEHE...Um yes....I iwll talk again later.
-Your Guardian Angel

Why am i here?

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:48:14 GMT

Soldier or Child?
Heavne or Hell?
Life or Death?
Guardian Angel or Fallen Angel?

Some many things can go right and wrong in life. Choices are made, good or bad, and its up to you to decide whichchocie was better. But dont look back if you made the wrong choice, turn around and keep walking forward alnog your path, even if you must take someone's hand to help you. Your path is never too small for two people.

Question: Do i really care? For four years i've called myself a heartless bastard, but i've been told im not. But then i get turned away? Perhaps my life is that namless soldier on the feild getting shot at and risking my life for nothing...

First post of 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 07:04:02 GMT

Well, happy new year friends and enemies alike!

Spent the opening to the new year differently then others. It was fun though, and happy. Hopefully the new year will be full of new and intresting things. Lets see, whut is gonig to happen?

-First year of "Canadian" Boot Camp (LOL)
-Graduating High School
-getting G2 (...finally and hopefully)
-Apply to St. James Officer School and the RMC

Well, looks intresting enough. I've made a new year resoultion thingy...Two actually. And i know i can keep them, but it wont be easy. Anyways, dont work till sunday, so im sleeping in! ^_^ Hoo-yeah!!!

-Cptn. Wes Tanner, US Army Rangers, Romeo Company, Chalk Four
or
Cpl. Wes Tanner, 2824 Royal Canadian Army Cadets, Alpha Company, Three Platoon

choices...

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 16:33:21 GMT

Life revolves around the choices you make. Thats what a good friend told me. I've been making many many horrible choices in the past...
I think it is time I made a good choice...

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 06:23:55 GMT

Im gonna be thinknig about this for a long time...

-Heartless Bastard

Easy Day

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 03:07:13 GMT

Well, today was pretty easy. wOke up at 8am tho, not nowing whut time i worked. So i called Mile at work, and found out i wasn't supposed to be in till noon. Wow....was abotu to go back to sleep when my mom offered doughnuts, so i tagged along to timmies and got the sugary breakfeast food. Came back home and ate them as i watched King Arthur((Good movie)). Movie ended and I went to work. As i walked in, it jsut so happened i wasn;t "really" supposed to work LOl. So i got to work for as long i wanted. I jsut did my LOTR stuff and then left to do some shopping at four with Daiveit. Got some anime and MGS3 strategy gudie(game rocks, but is hard). Came home at about 5:30, and then I chilled with cutie on MSN. Eat, watched some anime, helped dad move garabeg to the curb(old stove and desk, old men cant lift for shit), and then came back inside where its warm to talk to cutie again.

Fun Days

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 19:02:06 GMT

Well, once again i failed to wake up to my 11am alarm LOL. But its all good, my dad ruined by thoguhts about certain people when he forced me outta bed to shovel the drive way. So, first hour or so was spent in thje coldness of Canada shoveeling snow off my drive way. But, once that was done, i was able to come inside and start to type a message here to inform you of my events last night:
FInally ogt to Daiviets after mis-inturpreting the directions given. Was happy to see my cutie there after being told she wasn't sure of going. SO, my day brightened up. Spent the entire party in Daiveits room watching Hell Boy LOl Lots of fun. party pretty much died after cutie left, so i called for my ride and eventually got home.
Today, im jsut killing time until work. Then afterwards there will be a snowball fight...hopefully i will not die, as i am still not sued to this weather:S

Holidays

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 18:58:35 GMT

Wow. The christmas holidays rock!. Yesterday, I didn't wake up till noon. I loved it! Whent onto my good ole labtop and came up with plans for the day. Decided to go over to dana's and watch movies. I invited my cutie, but she was not allowed out(good news thoguh: shes allowed to go to Daiveit's party)). Anyways, Finally got to the ltitle one's hosue and we chilled in the basement watching the comedy station. As the toher guys were watching the TV, me and the ltitle typed away our new book: "Why People Suck!" LOL
After the labtop fun, there was some playing of pool and then back over to the tv where i was viciously attacked by little one. LOL It pretty miuch died down from there with everyone watching the Tv, then my dad came and picked me up and we went home.
Now today, I jsut got called into work early, so i will be leaving soon. Enjoy your holidays everyone.

Holly crap...he posted again!

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 15:18:10 GMT

Well, havent been here in awhile. I keep reading my friends journals, and then never post on mine. But yeha, been rushing around a lot lately. Lets see. I've been doing some extra speical christmas shopping, which i might add, went over great. I got my cutie a teddy bear, Mae got an awsome kool guitar necklace, and my little one i got a very kool set of dog tags, which i got engraved especially for her.
Yeah, these past two weeks have been filled with work too. Only two days off each week, and one of thsoe days off was my cadet training days(tuesday). The other day was usually Thursday. Which would be spent sleeping! LOL. Anyways, its been a good week. Hopefully I'll have some fun over the holidays...

Back to normal days?

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 16:18:01 GMT

Well, there are somethings i still cant forgive. But, lots of other thnigs have gotten much better. I jsut want to thank my cutie and my little one for being there for me. YOu guys helped me a lot.

Aneways, the past few days have been the usual. Yesterday was friday,and I went out to play my flute again for Feeder Schools. Once again, I had my cutie tie my tie again. We came back for the lunch and met up with everyone and had some pictures taken.
After lunch, went back to the school across the sreet and did our final performance. After that, came back, got changed nito to work clothes, and then killed some time with cutie on hte staircase(after walking around the school lookngi for an empty one).

Went off to work and staretd early beucase it got busy really quick. it died down jsut as qucikly though too. Dana and Mae came in and greeted me, followed by mingy and rina. Then, my cutie came by and hung around for awhile. Finsihed work off nicely by learning how to close. And then came home, went on MSN for awhile, then had a nice long sleep.

WOke up about an hour go, and i will be gonig off to work soon, and work until 9:30. Damn mall horus, they jsut ahd to increase! Anyways, Im out...

Life has changed....

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 22:17:10 GMT

I found out something today that jsut changed everything i beleve in. i cant go back to the way i was: happy. Its jsut been taken from me now. Im questioning eveyrhting now...My tru friends im looknig at differently, and emotions are being questioned. Fuck...whut da hell are emotions? there meaningless sences that are suppsoed to tell us if we are alive or not, but really, they lead us to our death.

I thoghut i could find serentity at times, but fuck it all....its jsut another meaningless emotion, a feelnig of want. But its tru, right now, im a cold-hearted bastard on the outside, disregarding everyone's feelnigs around me, and on the inside im a screaming child wanting to be held.

Im sorry everyone, things may change within the next few weeks, but somethings happened that Im jsut really pissed off at, and everything that i was beleved in are now false apparently....

Heres a note, disregard all feelings...

Working Hard...

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 14:40:08 GMT

Alright, havent posted in awhile here, but i have been working a lot lately. So yeah, Friday i played for the first time with the concert band infront of an audience. So much fun! Plus i got to do a flute solo, which made my day! Had lots of fun on the bus going from school-to-school too. But yeah, after all the playing was done, I went off to work. I worked from 4-9:30 this time, since the mall hours have increased.
After I came home, I had to work on my ISU for awhile, then i went to sleep, woke up saturday morning, worked on my ISU some more followed by a music lesson. This was followed by work! I went off to GW and worked from 12:30-9:30+ I say 9:30+ becuase we had to do inventory! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! But it actually worked out well, becuase everyone staid back and we were done jsut after 10pm. So yeah, came home and once again cracked down on my ISU.
This morning, after showering and shaving, I am now on the computer working once again on my ISU. I hope I can finish this after work tongiht. So yeah, Im worknig 11-7 tongiht, but still have inventory work, so its more like 7+. But yeah, wish me luck...

regular tuesday night

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 03:13:57 GMT

Well usual tuesday. Woke up and went to band practise. Choles wasn't very happy by the fact that the "melody" was late 15 minutes. We are supposed to play friday! Aneways, me and Eden are still da best flute players. LOL So yeha, went to Cutie's locker and had to quickly run to the other side of the school to be on time for class in 30seconds. Ha i did it too! So, the days went by quickly and then I went home and got ready for cadets. Went in and kciked ass with my flute as the badn was playing for the officer's today. Lots of fun, got complimented! So now im home typing this. Good night...

Loooonnngggg Weekend

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 02:40:18 GMT

Well, im finalyl able to do a post here. So yeah, my weekend was very busy. On friday, after gonig through school and a very touching parting between me and Cutie, i left and got home to change into combat uniform (soudns kool doesn't it), then proceed to HQ before elaving by bus to the Military Base located in Boarden. Once their we were devided into bunkers and went to sleep. We were woked up at 6am, and began to pack 20-30lb rucksacs for a 3k hike throguh the bush. During that hike, we had to go through an above belly deep marsh.....lovelly. so yeah, once we got throguh the marsh, we were at camp and began to set up our tents for the night. Before we slept, we did some ngihtnav, which was kool becuase i got to lead a scout squad (CHalk Four!). The next day after waking up we packed eveything and heade dback to base. Once their we did some sports and then headed home. Once home, after a warm shower and quick nap, I ran onto MSn to tlak to my cutie. Its good to be in my own bed tonghit.

Momentsof the week:
-"Hey Tanner, what are you writing?" **approaches**
"Come any closer and I'll kill you"
O.O **backs away slowly**

Go Saturday...Random Events!

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 06:27:52 GMT

Very intresting day today! Woke up and had my breakfeast and then went off to my flute lesson. Learned two more high notes! Hell yeah! Then, on hte way to work, I got rear-ended! Here is the kicker: by an ambulance. The look on the guys face was priceless. But yeha, got to work late and then at work, I had an amazing time. Played 3 games of Warhmmaer 40K with the SIsters of Battle. The ****ing rock! I will never doubt them again. Anyways, after work, got home, finsihed up one unit of Skaven Night Runenrs, and then went to Ashlee's B-Day party and that bowling place. Had lots of fun with cutie. ^_^ Then, I came home, read an e-mail FROM cutie, and then went to bed after doing some skaven work. Im gonna be waking up early to have breakfest with grandma, so good nite peopels...

TGIF

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 03:45:45 GMT

Well, intresting day today. Went to school and slowly woke up as the mornnig went on. Once cutie came it got better. Went up to her locker where we proceeded to have our tickle wars. But then the bell rang and i had to go off to math. Blah! The classes went on as usual until photo class where I popped out to say hi to cutie, but we couldn't war today becuase i had to get back becuase we were marking photoes. When i got back, I got permission to photograph my army cadets and the photographer im going to be using as a baisis is a combat photo-dude who took pictures of D-Day! Very kool i think. So, im either gonig to take pictures of the weekend excersise comming up, or the CO parade. Chocies...
So, after school i got ready for work, but hung out with cutie for quite a while. Then i walked her home and contiued o nto wrok, which was strange! Sooooooo many people came in today to see me. First Chantel came in with her buddies,then Mae and Dana came in and bothered me for awhile. Then,m out of the blue, in walked GWSFC memeber Jessica! So yeah, me and Mile closed and then went home, so now i am on my labtop eating doritoes and drinknig orange crush as i talk to cutie on MSN.

Rememberance Day

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 21:13:31 GMT

Well, another late journal entry. Hey, i cant help it people, I have a bsuy schedule. So yeah, whut has happened these apst couple of days. Well, tuesday I had school and then I went to cadets. Sooooo boring! We had to be guinea pigs for the gold star studetns who were elarnnig how to teach drill. The entire ngiht we were "mock students" for them as they taught us how to come to attention(BASIC!!!!). Then wednesday, antoher day of cadets with the marching band. So unorginized. The highest rank there was Corprol(thats one rank above Private). They were such panzies too. I had to take charge and get everyone gonig until the CI came in. Kids these days....
Now then, today was a kool day. I got to sleep in becuase i dont have to go to school today! Today, instead, I got into uniform and went down to "The Legion" and had a remeberance day parade. It was a good day, and the officer was impressed. So, that made my day, as I will most likely be getting promtoed within the next couple of days. Now I am at home waiting for my cutie to come online......

Monday Monday MONDAY!

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 03:47:54 GMT

Well, its monday. Back to school for me. Easy day though, with it being half-day and all. So, i did nothing. The msot exciting thing that happened was getting to see cutie after the weekend. Then, came home, did some painting, then went to work. Work was soooo slow, but we got a lot done. So, i came hoem and ate then went on the comptuer. Going to sleep now, why? because i have band i nthe morning...good ngiht.

Da Weekend

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 00:37:00 GMT

Well, this was whut happened during my weekend.
Saturday:
I woke up, did my flute lesson, then went straight to work. Whut a day! It was only me and the manager Dave for an hour, and i was doing paintlessons with some kids. Then, a LOTR player came in for 'Staff CHallenge'...and I won:D At the same time, John was playnig a dude in Fantasy, and lost! Then, a 40K player came in...I won again. During this time, Jason played the Fanatsy guy(Matt) and lost! SO, i tried playnig agaisnt him, and I too lost! Then, Mile, ON HIS DAY OFF, came in and tried to take on the invincible Matt....he lost! We were all shamed. But, wehn we told Dave, it turned out that Matt is THE fanatsy palyer, and really kicks ass...so we didn;t feel bad anyemore. I went home after work, ate some food, then went to my buddies hosue and did some paitning and sleptover. Night was spent watching war movies and eating junk food.
Sunday:
Well, woke up and went to work after some breakfeast and video gaming. At work, I ran the Mega-Battle and had fun doing that. Then afetrwards me and John contiued to tal kto customers while talknig crap abotu each other Skaven Army(giant rats with guns). AT the end of the day, as we were ceaning otu the drawers, Dave gave everythone a bunch of free stuff that was damaged or old product. But hey, you dont see me complaining. So, i came home, sat down at the comptuer, and as i talk on MSN I am also building my new Skaven Night Runenrs...

Past 3 Days and Today!

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 05:23:37 GMT

Well, I haven't posted here in awhile. hy? Im've been going to bed realy early becuase its been hard work the past couple of days.

On tuesday, i went to school, then came home and went off to cadets. It was a boring ngiht as all we did was class work. BLAH!

Then, for wednesday, i went to school again. After gonig home, I once again turned around and went off to cadets(this ngiht is for the band).

Then, on thursday night, it was the gotez-a-java(talent show at school). During school, on my lunch, i went up to Damian with my buddy Mike(who is on AV crew) and Damian told him he was doing spot lgiht. Mike protested he didn't want to, and i said I would do it. And Damian said, fine, your now unoffical AV crew. SO, after photography, I stayd after school and learned how to use the spot light(much to the pain and suffering of carl's eyes!). THen a fooled around with Manny and my cutie for almsot 3 horus until the show started, and when the show started, Cutie kept poking me and grabbing my leg as i was trying to do spot light, so if the lgiht shook,...blame her LOL! The ngiht ended late and I was sooo tired.

So whut happened today? I woke up and felt dead. I fell asleep in math class, and i almost feel asleep in english as i was writing my mid term....not the best time to do that!!! At third i finalyl woke up (this is after noon people!), as it was music clas, and playing a new song which no ones noes kidna wakes you up. Lunch went by normally, and then in photo class, i finished developnig my photos. After we were let out early, i got changed for work and then talk to Mr. Garvy.
"Hullo sir. I was wondering if I could offical join the AV Crew?"
"Sure."
"That easy huh?"
"Yup...jsut give me your time tabe on monday and it will be offically offical."
"Sounds good..."
"Have a good weekend."
"You too sir."
So yeah, now im AV Crew! Yay me. Anwyas, after that, I couldn't find my cutie(i figured she went home to sleep) so i went to work, got there, anddid my thing. Once work was finished, I came home and sat down on the comptuer and began to build my models at the same time as I talked to peoples on MSN. But Im tired, its late, im gonig to sleep.

War not Peace people! :P (Im out of a job if there's world peace!)

Monday...ewww!

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 04:02:11 GMT

Well, today...is Monday! Blah...that means back to school. The upside: I get to see my cutie again. ^_^
So, i got to school, found my henchman, and then sat down with cutie at ehr locker until I had to dash off to class. In math, I took notes and then helped Nicole with her english work that was due at fourth period. At second, English, we were given a new project(damn it!!!). At music for third, I did my music test and plaid quite well (I was the only flute there today!!!). Then, at fourth, did my usual chatting, and then for photography, i did my normal developing of photos. After school, I went to work (after being unable to find my cutie) and worke duntil 9, came home, and began towrite in my journal. So yeha, that was my day...

Side Note: Im amused by my new scope...the cross-hairs are infared^_^